I've had so many bad crashes when I used to race. My favorite one to this day I was going as fast as I could through a whoop section lost control and went face first into one of the whoops. Still don't know if that knocked me out or my buddy behind me running over my head. I stopped riding for a few years when I moved to the city then moved back to the country I had no balls to do anything I used to do and would only think about my wrecks. This sounds bad but I started drinking beer before I would ride just to get back into it. Now I don't think about it anymore.