Thank You all!!

[Dirtcrasher]

Raffa, DEEPa, Bill007, fabiodriven and the whole New England guys. Thank you all so much; It could have been simple to die last night.

I get town taxes, sewer bills and some nights, I can't deal with it or having my dad in jail.

We'll share some stories when I see you at at TF12 :beer

you guys worry about me shows me that quite a few care about me and I cannot thank you enough!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I don't want to go yet, it's just been miserable. TAKE CARE ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm at the end of my rope yet, THANK YOU ALL FOR CHECKING ON ME; It was no joke

[Bryan Raffa]

DUDE !!!!!!!!!!!! I sent John there this morning!!!!!!!!!! he say " man he dont like people poppin in" I said tell him Raffa sent you... LOL Love ya man... Ill see you soon... TRIKE FEST!! do it for yourself! now get back on top!

[atc007]

Anytime Steve, FORGET the stuff YOU can't change. It is THEIR problem. NOT yours. Have you went for a ride yet!!???? Please go hammer on that SX for awhile.. Please ? !

[bkm]

You have the Midwest Crew pulling for you also. Stop trying to make it a better place for Dirtbags to live and start making it fun for Steve to live.

[DeePa]

You be fine...hang in there...

[Dirtcrasher]

DUDE !!!!!!!!!!!! I sent John there this morning!!!!!!!!!! he say " man he dont like people poppin in" I said tell him Raffa sent you... LOL Love ya man... Ill see you soon... TRIKE FEST!! do it for yourself! now get back on top!

No, Thanks so much for all the support. I just recall Fabio standing at my bed both angry (justified) and concerned for me.

IDK if this new sleeping med did it or what, but my whole house was screwed up. Stuff was on my pool table that I un soldered food everywhere and a cat litter box upside down.

I think the new meds as well as the alcohol set me down a path I do not want to go again. I cannot read ANYTHING I posted. Non of it makes sense..............

I truly look at you guys as extended family brothers....................

Thank you all for checking on me, I could have died from respiratory failure. I don't want to die, just get though this and back on track with HVAC............

[RIDE-RED 250r]

DC: I don't know you on a personal level as some of the other guys here do. But I just feel compelled to say that I am very glad that you are feeling better! I have only 3 other forums that I am a member of and 3WW has been plagued with the untimely and tragic loss of members lately. And even though I don't personally know any of them, I have felt a loss due to the family-like feel of our little 3-wheeling forum. I'm sure plenty others would agree with me when I say I don't want to be reading another thread about losing another member again any time soon!

I'm glad you are doing better and sincerely hope things keep improving for you. What do you have if you don't have friends? And friends can come from the most unlikely places.

You are in my prayers and I hope to meet you at Raffa's Icefest next winter!

Regards,
Joe

[whyzee]

Steve.
keep pushing forward each day even if it seems impossible....Take a week off from answering the phone when the bloodsucking tenants call. Let it go to voicemail and tell them you are on vacation until june 4th or so.
Go and mow your track, get that dirt delivered, make some cool rhythm sections, pretend you are Reed or Carmichael we and blast the track until you have blisters on your hands. Believe it or not, it has been riding that has pulled me through my darkest times. Hit that big double you have been deciding to or not for God knows how long, it will actually make you feel alive again. I would much rather see you taking a risk on your 350X than risking meds and alcohol.
Depression will take away all of your motivation to do the things you once lived for...it makes you just want to give up. I know, i battle it regularly , hell daily. Sometimes it is a slight tweak in your meds and some good old fashion ridig. Dont self medicate unless its with that 350X.
Be well and check in often, even if you just need a push forward when you feel like giving up.

[atc007]

Steve.
keep pushing forward each day even if it seems impossible....Take a week off from answering the phone when the bloodsucking tenants call. Let it go to voicemail and tell them you are on vacation until june 4th or so.
Go and mow your track, get that dirt delivered, make some cool rhythm sections, pretend you are Reed or Carmichael we and blast the track until you have blisters on your hands. Believe it or not, it has been riding that has pulled me through my darkest times. Hit that big double you have been deciding to or not for God knows how long, it will actually make you feel alive again. I would much rather see you taking a risk on your 350X than risking meds and alcohol.
Depression will take away all of your motivation to do the things you once lived for...it makes you just want to give up. I know, i battle it regularly , hell daily. Sometimes it is a slight tweak in your meds and some good old fashion ridig. Dont self medicate unless its with that 350X.



Be well and check in often, even if you just need a push forward when you feel like giving up.


AMEN! Couldn't have said it better myself ! :naughty:

[350XJEDI]

:cool::Dyou have freinds on the west coast too, even if we never meet , fellow trikers for better days!!:D:D:D RIDE TO LIVE,LIVE TO RIDE..:rolleyes::D

[Dirtcrasher]

Thank you all for your support!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[tri again]

One of my secrets is to leave a msg on my answering machine
that says I had dental work and can't help anyone even if I did answer to phone.

(that's when I actually AM on vacation)

If I'm HOME and do not want to be bothered, I say I'm on vacation.

Time for YOURself, my friend.
Make a list of your favorite things,
what makes you laugh
and do it.

..and don't hesitate to write.
We're ALL in the same boat.

Paperwork makes me want to have a seizure.
Phone calls drive me inSane, especially unblockable
fake number solicitors.
Everybody freakin' Wants something.

The days we work trikes are some of the best.
Thank God there's enough stuff to do around here I have quite a choice of
what i (I) feel like doing.

Sounds simple but not real easy to make a list of things you love.
No one ever seems to ask what WE want so it's foreign territory.

We have to make ourselves #1 and in a non selfish way, if we're
not at our best, we're no good to anyone else anyway.

[El Camexican]

Once you hit bottem there's nowhere to go but up. Hang in there, it WILL get better.

[whyzee]

hey Steve, how ya doing?

[Sneakers]

This is a great example of how being a member of an on-line forum transcends one into another community of real friends. Hats off to all who took the time to check on our three wheel friend, and from the west coast of Canada I wish you good health DC and enjoy Trikefest :)